ALAMEDA, Calif Not long ago, Vida Myers was on top of the world.Shed just flown out to see her son, Shannon, the
former North Rowan High star who signed back in October with the Oakland Raiders. Shannon
had been on the practice squad since joining the team, but was close to being moved up to
the active roster.
I went out there for the Seattle game (Dec.
5) and they had a big dinner affair. I met the coaches and they told me how hard Shannon
was working and how good he was doing, said Mrs. Myers.
Head coach Jon Gruden explained to Vida that
Shannon had arrived at mid-season, had been forced to learn a new system on the fly and it
hadnt been an easy process. But he also said the Raiders had high hopes for Shannon
and were hoping his mom could convince him to re-sign with the team after he became a free
agent on Jan. 2.
Weve got big plans for
Shannon,Gruden told her. You wont be disappointed.
Nor will you, Mrs. Myers replied.
I didnt raise that boy to sit on the bench.
The Raiders had said similar things to Vidas
son.
Coach Gruden told me he was going to have me
on the field before this season was over on special teams and on selected offensive
plays, Shannon said. He said theyd been watching me for a month and
theyd seen all they needed to see. They told me to work extra hard in practice
because they were ready to fit me in. They said they were excited about me as part of
their plans for next season.
The plan was to activate Myers for the
Raiders Dec. 19 game with Tampa Bay, a possibility that had the 26-year-old wide
receiver excited. He had signed with the Bucs last summer only to be cut just prior to the
start of the regular season.
I was eager to show the Bucs what I can
do, said Myers.
But on Dec. 7, two days before the Raiders
Thursday night game with Tennessee, Myers twisted his right knee, injuring the lateral
colateral ligament.
Then a week later, on the 14th, five days before
the Tampa Bay game, Myers made a cut in practice and felt two pops in that
already-weakened knee. Hed torn the anterior cruciate ligament (ACL).
The injury was devastating, requiring major
surgery and total knee reconstruction. It also meant a trip to the hospital, the first for
Myers since he nearly died after suffering a lacerated kidney in the Miami Dolphins
training camp in 1995.
That was frightening just to go back
in to a hospital, said Myers. All the bad memories came back at me. I was
scared to death.
It also scared Vida Myers, who spent more than
four hours by the phone last Saturday waiting for word on the operation.
The knee reconstruction was successful, but also
left Shannon feeling a little eerie.
What they do is take the Achilles tendon
from a cadaver and use it to replace the damaged ACL, Myers explained. The
Achilles is the strongest tendon in the body, so my knee will eventually be better and
stronger than ever. Still, its a weird feeling to have a body part from a dead
person.
Much of the operation was performed
arthroscopically, with just one small incision near the patella to insert the Achilles.
After the operation, doctors informed Myers that he had also torn the ACLat some point
earlier in his career, even though he had somehow kept playing. Physicians also cleaned up
damage to the medial meniscus. The prognosis is for full recovery, with a timetable of
four months.
And now, Myers is left with some tough decisions.
Hes ready for the rehab. Thats not an
issue. He knows there will be tough days ahead, days when he doesnt want to keep
pushing, but hes determined to fight through them.
But what comes after that?
He likes the Raiders players and coaches and
hopes the organization will still want to re-sign him, but he also realizes all too well
(especially after Tampa Bay) that there are no guarantees in his profession. And so, for
the first time, he is giving serious consideration to giving up football.
It wont be a hasty decision, he
said Wednesday from his hotel room in Alameda. Decisions made in a hurry are usually
bad ones. Ive got some time to think and Ive also got to remember that
Im just a couple of days removed from major surgery.
But Myers does have doubts. He has pursued
athletic dreams almost since the time he could walk. The road has been marked by ups and
downs. From his stellar career in baseball and football at North to becoming one of the
best two-sport athletes ever in the South Atlantic Conference at Lenoir Rhyne.
Then to the Dolphins and the terrible kidney
injury. Then to a long period of endless rehab. Then to Canada for two years to prove to
the NFLpeople that his body could still stand the punishment. Then to Tampa Bay and that
crushing disappointment. Then back home. Then to Oakland. And now to another severe
injury.
Comes a time when you wonder if maybe enough
is enough, said Myers. Ive been so close so many times, and that really,
really hurts. But maybe its time to stop chasing the dream and just live a normal
life like everyone else.
Myers said that football has been tough on his
family and has taken a toll on his relationships over the years.
People thinks its a glamorous life
because all they see is what happens on Sunday afternoons,Myers said. For me
its been year-round sacrifice. Blood, sweat and tears for a long, long time. Maybe
its time to devote myself to other areas. Id like to have a family. I want to
play with my kids in the backyard one day and I want to be healthy and in one piece.
As Myers spoke about the past, the present and an
uncertain future, his knee was packed in ice and he lay in a hotel bed 3,000 miles from
his Spencer home, with Christmas just around the corner.
I guess the holidays being here is what
makes this thing really tough, he said. The people back home have been
wonderful. My friends and family have always supported me through everything. But right
now, I feel like Im a million miles away from everyone.
Myers likely wont make a final decision on
his future until spring. Until then, hell sweat through his rehab every day and pray
every night that God will show me the right door to open.
Every athlete gets to this point one
day, said Myers. It scares me, but if I walk away from football it will be on
my terms and I know Ill have given it my best shot.
Myers may have one more comeback in him or he may
not. Either way, hell be a winner.